Friday, May 23, 2008

true friends and family

so i went to minnesota as most of you know for a couple weeks for a wedding and for austin to be with his father....well while up there i finally made up my mind about moving up there....well the people i thought would be behind me no matter what arent and backed out on me and my life....my supposadly best friend wont even talk to me anymore because i want to go and be happy and do what is best for me and my son...most friends would support u right? WRONG the only friend i have that supports it is felicia....and i love her for that and out of all my family 2 of my sisters are supportive about it...misty and margaret both wanna see me happy and know that going up there will make me happy....and im telling everybodt if u dont like it i dont need u...u wont support me fine i dont need u either.........im doing what i want in life for once not what everyone wants me to do....and if its starting over with the person i love and starting from friends and gaining a relationship from there so be i dont care i will do whatever it takes.........and most of you dont like it or approve of it and thats your deal not mine...and then i have friends who say i dont care what u do with your life anymore........gee thanks for fucking bein there for me...ill remember that when u need me and i walk away from u.....i dont care who wants me in there life or not anymore....i know who i want in mine and im going to let it happen....they dont want u in there life why let them be in urs.....all i have to do is get money for a uhaul, gas money, and i am on my way there........i have a couple different places i can stay till i get an apt for me and austin.....anyone wanna donate to the "get austin to his daddy foundation"? lol ok i tried least i could do right......well i dont know what else to say on this subject but the fact that im going to do what i want to do regarldless of what people think..........peace out bitches

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