gotta take the good with the bad

sooooo good news even tho u already kno lol......i have a physical test with goodyear thurs morning....its 4hrs long ICK but my dads friend said most ppl dont even pass the assessment let alone get a chance to take physical and i pretty much have the job....sooooo i will be working at goodyear YAY ME....and i have an amazing boyfriend whos name is brandon.....omg seriously hes gorgeous, hes very sweet, opens all the doors, calls me maam(which i broke him of) cuz that was just wierd for me.....he loves kids...HELLO HUGE PLUS....my family absolutely loves him...dads request is for him to come over for dinner sooooo friday thats what hes doin and we are havin steak lol hey if im gonna fill his belly gotta do it the right way....after all they say best way to win a mans heart is thru his tummy why not with a steak right lol....anyway hes great and im sooooooo happy....and i have not been in a long time....and my son likes him to which is good lol....and i get a suprise friday lol he wont tell me what it is damnit i hate when guys do that.....MEANIES....anyway hes even said if i need anything for austin (if i cant get it) and its within his power to let him kno and he will go out and get it.....WOW crazy right.....what guy does that if its not his kid.....anyway thats all the great news in life.....NOW THE BAD.......soooo my uncle died 24 days ago as u kno was taken away from us by bone cancer.....well im still grieving from that and i wear his powmia braclet that vets wear that my dad let me have.....and well a girl in high school that had down syndrom died saturday from a siezure....only 23yrs old......and she was the biggest sweetheart ever....her wake is 2morrow night and funeral thursday and of course i cant go to funeral as of goodyear test.....and then on top of all of that my cousin calls us today and tells us that he was taking his mom off of life support in an hr........he went to her house yesterday and she wouldnt answer him at the door or anything he had to break in and find his mother....she had a massive heart attack, a severe stroke, and that led to her havin a brain anurism......there was no way she would ever make it so they decided to take her off the life support....he called us back at 630 our time and had told us she had passed away 40mins prior to the call.......my uncle who wanted to meet austin soooo bad was not able to but my aunt was so she can tell him all about him and they both can watch over austin now......and in the words of my cousin "i guess she really wanted to be with her hunny" and this is why if i ever get married id have to die first.............rip uncle robo, wendi sue cushing, and aunt jeannette........i love you all.....

sometimes in life u gotta take the good with the bad...........or as they say the good, the bad, and the ugly