short n sweet

well im working.....done with orientation 2morrow then do training for 5weeks then off on my own to drive fork truck and will work first shift during training n then 2nd after that which is fine......and brandons leavin me next week.....i hate it...............like i said short n sweet

update

sooo its been awhile since ive done a blog soooo i will update ya on whats goin on......lets see im still with brandon and things are still goin as strong as ever....hes amazing!!!! he said he loves me and austin both with all his heart and cant imagine life without us...and we have talked bout the whole marriage deal....he siad hes goin to ask my dad when he gets back and i think its soooo funny cuz i kno how nervous he will be just askin my dad to dinner just to ask =) but i love him alot and hes the best thing to happen to me since well my son.....and i wouldnt have things any other way in my life right now...yea it sux that hes leavin for iraq but we plan on gettin me a laptop with webcam sooo that i can see him and talk to him...and then when he gets back it will be our laptop(obviously)....but he put me on his life insurance deal meanin if he dies in iraq i get 200,000bucks....which is fine but id rather have him than the money but he said he did that so he knew me and austin would be taken care of.....i lvoe his braclet he bought me and the meaning behind it and the necklace he bought that he hung on my rear view mirror.....he has also bought me a few nice shirts for us to go out in.....and at first i argue and tell him no dont spend money but i give in eventually cuz i kno i wont win...im just not used to guys buyin me stuff all the time...cuz well i was always the one to spend the money and buy things.....lets see austin is almost 7mo old and doctor said hes doing great....he is sooo funny sometimes when he laughs....and its usually bout nothing i could be changing his outfit and he will giggle....yea hes crazy i kno....but right now hes sick which sucks but i got medicine for him and stuff and i caught it b4 it got to bad sooooo shouldnt take long to get rid of it....poor baby....mikes a pain in my ass most days than not lately but guess thats what happens when u have a kid with him hahahaha anyways ummmmmmmmm i dont kno what else to update ya on....oh yea ill be startin work monday....itll be hard leavin austin but at same time I GET A BREAK EVERYDAY FOR 8 HOURS OR MORE lol......YAY....and i guess u could say in a yr ill be engaged and plannin on gettin married to the most amazing guy!!.....we have already looked at stuff cuz i wanna see what he likes and i didnt want a big big big wedding or HUGE cake and stuff but i think thats gonna happen anyway cuz the cakes he was pickin out....ARE HUGE!!!!! but i love them lol and he showed me style of dress he likes which i loved them to......and we agreed on harley invitations hahaha see not to girly and we both will like it.....and he even came up with idea of outside wedding and have my dad ride me up the isle on harley instead of walk me BUT i dont think so....its a cool thought but then my hair and vail could get messed up and my dress could 2 and we cant have that now can we lol........well off to bed GOT A DAMN MIGRANE AND HAVE SINCE THURSDAY AND NOTHING HELPS...brandon says its cuz i dont drink water WHATEVER i dont think so.........i kno its all this STRESS....but after i start work i think itll go down alot.....


see brandon as much as i can, go to work, see brandon fly off in a chopper and cry cry cry, then work some more and stay busy to get mind off of brandon bein gone........................good night