starting off with this

there are a very select few people that i can and will tolerate in my life.....besides my sister, bro in law, my son, mike(austins daddy) and his family other than that i dont really let a whole lot of people into my life....i have a hard time trusting people and letting people into my life.....once i do get to know people i am outgoing and will let them in....until then i shut down and dont let you in.....i love these people in my life very much....they mean the world to me....i love my son with all my heart and wouldnt change a thing about him or take him back for anything.....next on my list is my sister and bro in law...the have helped me soooo much thru everything in my life along with austin....next would be mike...i would do anything for this man regardless of what people think or say...as far as im concerned if you dont like it you can kiss my ass lol and then it would be brian and mel and there kids.....they are amazing and also have helped me put things out there with mike and have me tell him how i feel and now that i have i feel alot better and i thank them for that....anyone else that i really didnt mention doesnt mean i dont need u in my life or dont love you but there are some of you who i would rather kick your ass and tell u to get the hell out of my life but thats a whole other story...ill explain that part in another blog of mine lol.....mel helped me set this up so i have a way of letting things out rather than bottling them up and blowing up on people or maybe its sooo i dont txt her all day venting lol if you dont like anything that i say on here then dont read it and kindly go away :) its as simple as that