vegas

sooo saturday morning after i fed austin at 6 am we got a phone call....it was my cousin tellin us that my uncle had passed away an hr before....i think i took it the hardest at first....i was really close to him....and me and dad and tank(austins nick name) loaded up the car and headed to vegas.....we were in a car for 24hrs which sucked bad but i drove most of the way if not all of it...we stopped a lot to let austin stretch and change his diapers.....he ate when he wanted to but he slept most of the time which i didnt mind and i would text and drink energy drinks to stay awake so we could get here asap.....well theyre crematin my uncle 2morrow at 10am...then we are havin a party becuz thats what his request was that we had a party in his honor.....then they are having the family services on saturday which we wont be able to go to cuz we gotta get home since mom and dad are leavin monday for the bahamas....we gott get back....but my aunt told me that my uncle kept sayin he wanted to meet austin before he passed and i took that pretty hard cuz i kno how he is and knew that if that was the last thing he would have been able to do before he died its what he would have done.....but now he can see my son all day and look after him, guide him and be his guardian angel....its all pretty hard for all of us but we will always love him and remember him....infact we have a box of stuff he wanted my dad and us to have so i made the suggestion to dad of makin a memorial up in our house and dad agreed....so i will put the stuff up and honor my uncle who we all will miss and we love very much......he died at 3am on july 19th 2008 R.I.P. Pat Bertock.....robo